http://ranprieur.com/#9a417fe513f58988c3b5b1e84cfc57397194a79b 2025-12-08T20:20:09Z Ran Prieur http://ranprieur.com/ ranprieur@gmail.com http://ranprieur.com/#36a7294c6538ea3885df8cc880c93ce546a0de55 2025-12-08T20:20:09Z December 8. Negative links, starting with four articles about industrial chemicals:

Parkinson's is a man-made disease

Heart disease deaths worldwide linked to chemical widely used in plastics

Common artificial sweeteners linked to cognitive decline

Prenatal exposure to common insecticide linked to brain structure abnormalities in youth

And a big Ask Reddit thread from last week, What change is coming that people aren't prepared for at all?

]]> http://ranprieur.com/#13d4a561af766f6b2da29dd59ee557f47f45fd86 2025-12-05T17:50:30Z December 5. Five Ask Reddit threads loosely related to this week's subject. Redditors with extremely niche interests: What's the one thing you are completely obsessed with that almost no one else you know cares about? Answers include training crows, Medieval coin making, and hunting without killing anything.

What does an uneducated genius actually look like? Have you ever met someone who was incredibly smart but had little or no formal education? A lot of examples are people who are really good at fixing machines, which tells me that after modernity collapses, we're not going back to the stone age, but potentially to a decentralized utopia of garage tinkerers.

Which hobbies attract the kindest people? Pottery, knitting, birdwatching, gardening, and heavy metal music.

Removed by mods, Who is someone everyone branded as crazy but they turned out to be right?

Who died believing themselves a failure, but was judged otherwise by history?

And for Bandcamp Friday, Appalachia Borealis is a cool solo piano album inspired by birdsong.

]]> http://ranprieur.com/#d32c41d3ce348ec29a586752c94ef20c471cae56 2025-12-03T15:30:33Z December 3. Continuing from Monday, it's unfair to say that I live life through a straw. A better way to say it is that perception can be narrow or wide, like a laser or like a floodlight. This has something to do with left brain and right brain, but until I can stick something in my actual brain, it's more helpful to just say that my attention defaults to narrow. An elite perceiver can switch easily between narrow and wide, and stay effortlessly in either one. I can get to wide focus but it takes an act of will, and a continuing effort of will to stay there. It's not like sliding into a groove, it's like holding up a weight. Lately I've been walking around practicing wide focus, being mentally aware of both sides of my peripheral vision at the same time. Some people who do this report an altered state of consciousness, but I haven't noticed anything except that it's easier to not bump into people.

I don't think there's anything wrong with me. An adequate society would have plenty of social roles for people who perform best with narrow focus and wide time. I say "role" and not "job", because in a job someone is making sure you're in a hurry so that they can make more money from your labor than they're paying you. That's what they mean by "time is money," and it's a recent invention. Medieval crafts and primitive flint knapping were done with narrow focus and no time pressure. These kinds of tasks have been replaced by mechanization. The soullessness of AI writing is not new. The same thing happened over a hundred years ago when physical items went from hand made to machine made. We live in a weird dystopia with miraculous devices and rampant "mental illness" which is what they call it when the way you are has no place in a society that's obsessed with perpetual increase.

]]> http://ranprieur.com/#bda0eba8a878eabc6200ff3b8417e410cdded0d9 2025-12-01T13:10:52Z December 1. Today, psychology. From the Autistic Adults subreddit, Driving isn't a neutral task for everyone. For many autistic people, it's a high-stakes multitasking nightmare. I think autism will eventually be understood as multiple different conditions, because descriptions of what it's like to be autistic are all over the map, and often contradictory. For example, this thread, your favorite part of being autistic, includes both hyper-logic and hyper-empathy, both intellect and intuition, both sense of style and indifference to style. Even in the driving thread, there's a sub-thread about autistic people who love driving.

I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but it seems to me that neurotypicals have a mode I call "self-driving human". They can "zone out" or "stop thinking" and their body automatically does the right thing while their conscious mind can just sit back and watch. I've never done this. When I'm driving, I have to constantly pump out my attention: look at the white line, look at the speedometer, look at the mirror. If I zone out, I crash. Even in my own apartment, I need fully conscious attention to not bump into things. Even when I'm walking, I have to monitor and instruct my mechanics and posture or I get stiff and slouchy. I live life through a straw. Peak performance is not expansive but contractive, not tuning into some larger being, but tuning out everything but this one little move, which in total isolation, with unlimited time, can be done perfectly. This is the opposite of driving, and the opposite of how this society is tooled.

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